Category: Erotica


Hello there: I decided to change things up with this story. So far my stories have been about my experiences as a wife but this story is before I was married or even thought about being married. This story is about awakening my inner freak. Hope you enjoy.

It was 1995, I had just turned 18 years old and I was in my freshman year at college. My best friend from high school, Sheila, and I were roommates and came home together for the Christmas break. Neither one of us had a car so we were still depending on men to take us around. She was dating a guy name Fitz and he had a car so he picked us both up from her house. We went out to the clubs downtown, at that time my city had a very hopping club scene, so we stayed out most of the night. While at the club he purchased drinks for us so by the time he dropped my friend off we all were buzzing and feeling good.

One would think that since he was dating my friend Sheila he would have taken me home first but instead he took her home first which at the time didn’t bother me or make me have menacing thoughts. However, once we were alone together in his car he told me that he didn’t really find my friend attractive and they weren’t seriously dating but he was really attracted to me and wanted to take me back to his apartment. Before I could object he was already on his way to his apartment. I don’t know exactly how old he was at this time but I know he was at least 21. The funny thing about this situation is that I wasn’t exactly attracted to him and I kinda felt guilty that we were sneaking behind my friend’s back. I had a history of my friends’ boyfriends trying to fuck me and I was tired of fending off my friends’ boyfriends so I really didn’t want to go but since he was driving and we were now at his apartment I didn’t have much of a choice.

It was at this moment that my survival mode kicked in and I became a little scared but I didn’t show it and went with the flow. As we stepped into his apartment, there his roommate sat on the couch. He introduced us and I was immediately attracted to Fitz’s roommate and felt a sexual attraction to him.

I was still resistant to Fitz’s advances and tried to strike up a conversation with his roommate who to my dismay didn’t seem to be attracted to me. So I allowed Fitz to take me upstairs but hesitated on the stairway and told Fitz to take me home. Fitz being the typical male kept trying to convince me to give him a chance. He started kissing me on the stairway and he was a very good kisser. He had full lips and I love a man with full lips. I felt myself slowly giving in to Fitz’s freaky words of enticement and allowed him to unbutton my pants. When he stuck his fingers into my pussy I was shocked to discover that I was already wet. He had long slim fingers and began stroking one and then two fingers in and out of my pussy. I love being fingered and began to moan. To my dismay I allowed him to lead me up to the bedroom but I wasn’t ready to quite give in and kept trying to tell him to stop.

He laid me on the bed with my head at the foot of the bed and climbed on top of me. He began to kiss me again and since I liked the way he kissed I kissed him back. I felt him go under my shirt and under my bra to play with my DD breasts. He pulled up my shirt and didn’t bother to take off my bra but pulled it up so that my breasts were fully exposed to him. He pulled down my pants and my panties to my knees and stuck his fingers inside of me while sucking on my nipples. My pussy was wet and although my body was aroused by mind was still telling me to stop this at once. All of a sudden I heard a noise at the door. My head was turned away from the door and when I tried to turn my head towards the door to see what was going on Fitz prevented me. He then took my pants and panties completely off and begin to eat my pussy. His big full lips felt so good on my clit. While Fitz was distracted sucking and licking on my clit and fingering me I was now able to turn my head towards the door. When I did I saw his roommate standing at the door jacking his dick. At this point neither of them knew I had seen his friend. Instead of being revolted I became even more aroused. I thought to myself if Fitz’s roommate wants a show I will give him a show. I begin pumping my hips up and down and grabbing Fitz’s head pressing it further down into my pussy while I moaned loudly and seductively. At some point Fitz had removed his pants and had positioned his dick at my face in an attempt to get me to suck it but I didn’t want to suck his dick so he turned me over and put me in doggy style slipped on the condom and entered my wet pussy. His friend was still standing at the door jacking his dick. It was turning me on that he was watching us, watching me. I put my head down on my hands and begin moving my hips back meeting Fitz stroke for stroke. All of a sudden I felt a pair of hands on the side of my head lifting up my face and there at eye level was his roommate’s dick hard, throbbing, and ready for me to suck and suck it I did. I was so turned on and Fitz must have been too because he began fucking me harder and I loved every minute of it. I allowed his friend to fuck me in the mouth. He fucked my mouth hard shoving his long and thick dick to the back of my throat. I came so many times I stopped counting after the third time. I felt Fitz’s strokes becoming more frantic indicating that he was about to cum. Fitz came in my pussy the same time his friend came into my mouth and like the little slut I didn’t know at that time I would become I swallowed all of his cum.

I knew I wanted him the moment I set my eyes on him. I could feel my pussy throbbing as blood flowed to my labia and swelled up my clit. Why is it that I can only think about him throwing me across his desk and fucking me like the slut I want to be. I should be concentrating on this interview yet as I cross my legs all I can think about is him lifting up my skirt and finding my pantyless pussy, wet and hot waiting for him.

“What are my skills?” Umph. I can think of many. I could come over there and kneel in between your legs. Unbutton your pants and pull your dick out with nothing but my mouth. I could suck your dick until your toes curl. Spit on it to make it wet and shiny. Get it ready for entry into my tight pussy. I could sit on your dick and ride you while I cream all over your dick turning it from brown to white. Yea I got plenty of skills. Which one would you like to experience first?

“I’m a people person, I am a problem solver, I can listen to people’s needs and help them find solutions.” Did that come out right? Could he hear the quiver in my voice? Does he know how aroused I am at this very moment? Can he feel the vibrations of my throbbing pussy? Damn my nipples are hard. Can he see them through the layers of my bra and shirt? I shouldn’t have worn a bra today. Instead I should have let them be free, loose, and hang. Is he attracted to me? Look how he is licking those full lips. I bet those lips would feel good on my clit, hell on my nipples too. I can envision his tongue circling my nipples while he is looking at me. I can feel the sting of his bite as he twist my nipples in between his teeth. Shit, this is out of control. What did he just ask me? It’s getting harder by the moment to keep this silly smile on my face when my whole body is tingling from the sensations my wondering mind has created.

“When are you available to start working?” I am ready right now. Let me just lock the door so we won’t be interrupted. Let me take off these stifling clothes. Can he smell my heat? I smell my heat and it is intoxicating. Are my eyes smoky? Can he tell? Shit I want to fuck him so bad. If I say this to him will I lose the possibility of getting hired. “I am available for work anytime.”

When I get up will I leave a wet spot on the chair? Will he notice? If my husband would fuck me right I wouldn’t be in here fantasizing about a man I don’t know. A man who could possibly be my new boss. Oh my gosh what is wrong with me. Being undersexed is not all that it is cracked up to be. I just want to put my fingers on my clit and massage it while he watches. I want him to take his hard dick and slap me with it. Will he do so if I asked?

As I put my finger in my mouth and suck on it I can see his eyes get wide. Oh shit, I didn’t just do that did I? Damn girlie get a hold of yourself. Get a hold of yourself. “Well, I think this interview is done, I plan to make a decision within the week, you should hear from me by Friday either way.” As I shake his hand to leave I wonder if he is thinking about the way I unconsciously sucked my index finger. I was imaging it was his dick. I bet his dick is big, fat, and juicy. I bet he has big veins, I bet he would love if I licked his veins from the base to the head. “Great, I hope to hear from you soon. I am really looking forward to working  you. I mean to working with you.” Whew. I gotta get a handle on myself.

Now that I am back in the car with a throbbing clit and wet pussy I need to take care of this before I leave. Thank goodness for tinted windows. Aww…my clit has been waiting for some type of stimulation and masturbation is better than nothing. My right nipple is sensitive as I twirl it between my fingers I imagine that it is my interviewer. As I rub my clit in circular motions I see my interviewer licking my clit. Aah..so good. Oh my so good. As I get the motion on my clit going and pinch my nipples at the same time I can feel the sensations of my body come alive, jumping up and down ready for release. And finally sweet release. I put my fingers inside of me and then lick off my juices. Sweet they taste so sweet. I betcha they would taste even sweeter on his dick. I hope I get this job.

I sucked his dick tonight until he came. I was glad when he finally came. I think I sucked his dick for about 30 minutes maybe more. Next time I will try to time myself. In the beginning I was somewhat turned on. He did do something different tonight that really surprised me. He rubbed my back and kissed me closed mouth on my lips, neck, and cheeks but just when I started to relax and enjoy the attention he stopped and turned over on his back signaling me to suck his dick. This is the same routine we go through every time we have sex. He lies on his back and grabs his dick signaling me to suck it. It never changes but hoping to get something out of it like dick penetration I sucked his dick; it’s something I have done a lot. Since the sex between us is so sparse I am willing to suffer through the dick sucking just for the hopes of feeling his dick inside my wet pussy.

I started zoning out while sucking his dick thinking about my Waffle House experience a few weeks ago in order to keep myself aroused. It is in these moments that I miss being single the most. I miss the thrill of the prowl, the excitement of a new partner, and new adventures at my choosing. The great thing about being single is if one bed partner isn’t working out you can always kick that partner to the curve and find another. In marriage it’s not so simple or easy to do. There are so many things to consider when contemplating divorce. I would rather my husband fulfill all of my sexual desires so I wouldn’t have to cheat and behave like the slut I have been behaving like lately but I can’t hide or stop my feelings, desires, and needs for constant sexual attention. Now I’m married  and stuck to the same hum drum routine each time we have sex which wouldn’t be so bad if that included my husband taking an interest in getting me aroused. But he doesn’t so I continue to create my own excitement and I feel very guilty in the process. Thinking of past encounters or current ones helps to ready me physically for penetration by making my pussy wet. My husband rarely prepares me and when he does it’s by spitting on his fingers and rubbing them on my pussy to make it wet.

But tonight once I realized he wanted me to suck his dick until he came I wouldn’t even let him touch my pussy. I felt like if he really wanted some pussy he wouldn’t just lie there on his back and allow or expect me to suck his dick for longer than 20 minutes or until he cums. At this point I became very upset and wanted to get the whole thing over as soon as possible. While I sucked his dick I just thought about all the errands I had to complete the next day until he finally came.

Minutes after he came he looks over at me and says what can he do to make me feel good. I mean really didn’t he already know the answer to this question? For real though, men can be such selfish bastards but if we behave like them we are holding out and giving him cause to cheat. I looked at him square in his eyes and said nothing and I meant it. I didn’t want a pity fuck. Besides I can take care of myself which I did.

Self preservation is what I am all about these days as it has become a necessity to my sanity.